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i’m starting to diet again
and nervous
when i start seeing a noticeable difference in a few months i will start weighing
the last time i did this i lost five stone in about four months
if i stuck to it for a year i could lose a lot of weight
if i stuck to it for two years i could have a thin body
i can’t imagine being thin
i have never been thin
i’m doing this because though i see others are happy with fat bodies, and i am happy for them, nobody is positive about my body irl, apart from one person
my family hates it
my friends hate it
my uni colleagues
my work mates hate it
i’m literally the elephant in the room day in, day out
i want to be happy
there is nothing to stop me except myselfÂ
